I love big Barbie eyes like the Japanese anime characters I see in television. Because I'm so fixated with Japanese anime eyes I got myself a black barbie lens at Executive Optical about a month ago. I wanted to buy the contacts online but I saw EO has 3 variations so I got the black one. I love it! The bigger and blacker iris adds drama and definition to my eyes everytime. Dada kept teasing me coz I couldn't seem to stop snapping shots of my eyes hihi I use the contacts daily except today.

Today I woke up at 6:05pm and my shift starts at 7pm. I don't live far from work but still I always shower 2 hours before my shift coz I like taking my time especially with putting make up on and choosing what to wear. I was in such a hurry that I just let my body function mechanically without thinking. After showering I rubbed on some lotion, got the lens vial, poured the content in my cupped hand, poured saline solution then applied the lens into my right eye first like I normally do. Notice anything unusual today though? Well anyone who has experience with contact lens knows that hands should be clean and free from anything used in our daily regime such as perfumes, toners, "lotions", etc. The lens didn't even stay 10 seconds in my eye when I felt the piercing pain. I hope you will all understand if I spare you the comedy and agony of what happened next. I thing I’ll tell you though, I was late.

So there, I don’t know if you guys understand any of that in face value coz I sure didn’t. It easily made sense when the kindly doc explained it to me though. Some of the tubes in my right kidney are mildly swollen it’s more likely coz of number 1. infection. She gave me a prescription and the discomfort should go away in a week. I could post the ultrasound images but, but they’re very uninteresting so I’d rather not.

I was really hoping they would find something. I know I should be happy I’m healthier than most people. But sometimes I just want to be sick, want people to fuzz over me, want to stay in a hospital for a week or so. Does that make me crazy?

For the past 4 days now, I have been plagued with this annoying pain in the lower right part of my tummy. At first I thought I was just constipated so I bought Dulcolax and washed the 4 tablets off in one setting. That eased out my bowel but the pain didn't go away, it was just there silent and hidden but I feel it. If I make sudden movements, take a deep breath, laugh or do anything that would make the muscles of my abdomen constrict, the pain pierces me as if to remind me that it is omnipresent. We went to Biopath to have this checked and the kind doc can't give me any prescriptions until further testing is done. I'm scheduled to have an ultrasound later at 07:30.
I can't say I’m scared, I’m more of excited really. There is this crazy part of me that wishes they find something. Oh well, till them I’m just a slave to this pain with no name.